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Friday, August 21, 2009 ; 22nd of August 2009 at 10:24 PM
today is the 18th day we are apart..
also the first day of holiday!
it started of boring..
nobody at msn wants to chat with me..
but god did blessed me =)
it started raining!
i love rainy days.. makes all those sweet and sad memories flashing through my mind..
yes..
i remember the first time we talked..
i remember the first time we kiss..
i remember how i hurt u..
i remember what we did together..
i remember us sms-ing in school..
i remember me singing my brother's song to u on stage..
i remember ur cute little face being jealous..
i remember myself getting jealous too..
i remember ur angry face..
i remember i got angry above a small thing..
i remember me doing something for real for the first time in my life..
i remember me singing the song i wrote to u in msn..
i remember me making a card to u during ur birthday..
i remember me registered digi to sms with u..
i remember our song...
i remember the first day we couple..
i remember we chatted on phone..
i remember me begging u to take a picture with me..
i remember the first time ever i registered for tuition just for a girl..
i remember we hugged in school..
i remember we had lunch together..
i remember i ordered mcD for u..
i remember i ran to the supermarket to find u gloves..
i remember we MMS-ed each other..
i remember the first picture u edited..
i remember we had our first recess in school..
i remember i joined for KRS/QM tugas.. just to c u compete in Bola Baling Competition..
i remember our tears falling apart..
i remember i accompanied u in school..
i remembered i scolded u.. im sorry..
i remember me organizing the first party ever.. for u!
i remember me picking up our 2nd couple ring..
i remember me trying to cheer u up..
i remember u r sad..
i remembered u cry because of me..
i remember me.. breaking alot of promises..
i remember the last day we are together..
i remember the last word u said..
i remember the last sentence i said..
i remember i promised..
i remember i promised i'll love u forever..that is going to happen..
i remember.. we loved each other..
now?
if i were to say all those ' i remember '.
i wouldnt finish writing in a few nights..
theres hundreds of it.. perhaps thousands..
yes..
just because im scared to lose you..
i did alot of things to get ur attention..
just because i loved u..
i sms-ed u.. i called u.. i scold u.. i shouted at u..
just because i know that u hated it..
i lied to u..
just because i know u need freedom..
i let u go.. u flew away..
just because i still love u..
i cant treat u as a friend.. a best friend? or a stranger..
it hurts.. it really hurts..
theres alot of things we didnt do together too..
I'm sure we had alot of things in common..
just that it needs abit of polish.. just a little bit..
im sure we will make a good couple..
i know it wouldnt happen..
i know u wont giv me a chance..
but yet i really still hope for the best..
im sorry.. bie
- kevin -
-fusion of black&white
10:24 PM