thy rutted music, filled with sync;
Monday, September 28, 2009 ; at 6:57 PM
yesterday. it wasnt a good day for me at school although we had jokes and laughters..
addmaths. bio. cant really do science subjects.
thats why i say i'm dead.
how am i gonna face up with my exam?
it's not tests anymore.
studied till 4a.m yesterday.
well. skipped school today.
i studied from10pm till 4 a.m
yet i still dont really understand addmath bio chemistry and physics.
i still left 3 weeks until final exam.
don't really hope much for the results.
just wanna do better than before.
tears really came off. FUCK IM A GUY. WHY AM I CRYING!
>_____< just 3 drops of it.
and continued to study.
i think i need a tutor who can spam my subjects fast.
just the science subjects. others i think i can cover up by myself.
come to think of it. blogging is the only way i can express my feelings.
not my friends. not my family.
cause i didnt even gave effort in studying.
i gave effort in other useless shits.
sports? love? internet?
ill need to ask my mum to withdraw some money from my bank.
so that i can find a tutor and teach me..
enough using my parents money.
wake up Kevin.
gambateh kudasai.
-fusion of black&white
6:57 PM
