thy rutted music, filled with sync;
Wednesday, September 2, 2009 ; at 10:26 AM
just watched movie's in my bro's laptop.
which is 17. again.
it is a great movie!
somehow still relates me to her.
i know. I'm stupid.
just a fool. nothing much but an ordinary boy.
i have no talents. i'm not good in studies.
i'm nothing.
it's all coming back to me.
memories. the day we chose to walk different paths.
u me . separated.
the minute u made me say. fen shou.
the minute i said i would make u my bestfriend ever.
no. i realize now i cant do that.
if i would to be bestfriends with u.
i would be jealous to c u with other guys.
i will act that my life is good without you.
i will even find a girl just to tell u i'm moving on.
i will be lost. just like in a stranded land.
started to think that is it a mistake to change for u.
is it a mistake to treat u as the most valuable person in my life?
is it a mistake to think that i still have a chance.?
everything is still too late.
i really wish we never started.
179? forget it , Kevin.
.nite.
-fusion of black&white
10:26 AM